The Grand Finale (Conversation Partner & An Ode)

Part I: Conversation Partner Meeting #6 

Comrades, it seems our journey has met its end. 

The semester is dwindling down and with it, finals come tumbling at you at roughly 1,000 mph. It's casual, we promise. 

My last meeting with Ileana was short. Ileana had finals going on so she had a lot on her mind and on her agenda. 

We talked about the future and what it holds. 

Ileana is planning to get her Master's at TCU. She has grown to love TCU and the Fort Worth community, and who could blame her.

I asked her what she had learned most from this experience, as I was curious if this had enriched her life. She said she had learned to be tolerant and learned more in general about American culture.

I told her I had learned about her and some about her culture, but honestly I had hoped to get more out of it.

I wish Ileana had cared as much as I had about this experience. I'm not sure if this is true, but it seemed as though she was "too cool" for this experience. She didn't make time in her schedule, and when she did she would either A) cancel at the last minute or B) not show up. It was upsetting to see so many other classmates have this wonderful times with their partners and I barely even know Ileana. 

I understand that most people had a life-altering experience. I wish I could have had that too. 

This is absolutely NOT saying that Ileana is anything but a kind person and an excellent student. This is saying that she did not have the time or will to go on this journey with me. She is extremely busy, as am I. The difference is this was not a part of her grade.

I think it would help if maybe the IEP students were asked whether or not they wanted to participate. Then if a student does not have the time or want, he or she does not have to participate. 

I had a lot of hopes for this experience, and it left me bereft. 

But, what more have I learned? Even failed experiments yield experience.

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Part II: An Ode to Lit and Civ II

I loved this class. I'm not sure if anyone will understand what I mean by this, but this truly felt like a college class. I felt like I was learning on a new level than some of my other classes (I'm looking at you Baby Bio). Shout out to John V. Roach for enriching my college career. 

Choosing a theme to rest your curriculum on is spectacular. You know throughout the semester that whatever you read, see, or experience will have to do with water (our theme). It is refreshing to have a class set up this way.

The real gem of this class was two-fold: Dr. Williams and my other classmates.

Dr. Williams: you are one of the best TCU professors. I have learned so much in this class, far beyond the limits of a classroom. I have delved into the water crisis head first and emerged a more learned human. I know much more about my planet than I dreamed I would from Lit and Civ II. Thank you for being a honest, humorous, awesome professor. 

Class: thank you. I have loved this class from beginning to end. There seemed to be a huge camaraderie that existed within those four walls (and outside too). Each of you is unique and weird (in the best way) and boy, am I gonna miss this class. 

With that, I bid you arrivederci. 

Farewell, comrades, and Godspeed. 

Conversation Partner Meeting #5

As the year comes to a close, so does the relationship I have with my conversation partner. It's not that I wouldn't like to continue our relationship, however, I will be the one studying abroad in Florence.

At this meeting, Ileana and I were both in the Christmas mood, so we talked about our own Christmas traditions.

Ileana loves Christmas and spending time with her family, and she wanted to know about my American Christmas traditions.

My family has strict Christmas traditions that I uphold. The day after Thanksgiving we put up our tree and decorate our house while listening to Christmas carols and drinking hot cocoa. It is one of my favorite days of the year! The excitement is still blossoming, but the Christmas spirit has begun.

On Christmas eve eve (December 23), my family goes over to our Aunt/Uncle/cousin's house to celebrate Christmas. We bring wings and just have a low-key day. They live out in the woods so we always spend sometime out by the lake, reflecting on the year. We exchange gifts and, let's be honest, all the adults of age get a little tipsy (which is just fine during the holidays). I love this day! It makes me feel so connected to my family, God, and Christmas.

On Christmas eve, we always go to Maggiano's, an Italian restaurant, to celebrate our Italian roots and eat lots of food. On our way home we get Starbucks and look at Christmas lights. Christmas eve night we always make Polar Express Hot Chocolate and watch White Christmas.

On Christmas morning, we wake up early and run to the tree to see what "Santa" has left us. Christmas morning is going to be special to me every year. Some people say they lose the magic of it, but it hasn't lost its shine to me. We open presents and then go over to Baba's (my grandma) house and open presents and eat Christmas brunch. There are always cinnamon rolls, sausage and egg casserole, and coffee. Then we take a Christmas nap. Later in the day, we watch How the Grinch Stole Christmas or The Polar Express, and always A Christmas Story. We just hang out and enjoy family time, which may not sound exciting to everyone, but I absolutely love it. Then I help my mom cook Christmas dinner, where the star of the meal is always beef wellington. We wrap up the night with Cherry Delight and It's a Wonderful Life. 

Ileana said this year she will be staying in Fort Worth for Christmas. I told her I thought that would be exciting, since last year they had a white Christmas. Fort Worth is a special town, and having a holiday here would be magical. The community here is beautiful.

Ileana was telling me that this was her first Thanksgiving and she enjoyed taking part in an American holiday. I told her the Macy's Thanksgiving Day Parade is one of the best parts, but she missed it! I told her to definitely watch it next year because it is a spectacle to behold.

We only have one more meeting left. I can't believe this semester has flown by already!

Conversation Partner Meeting #4

Ileana and I dove right in for this meeting.

I knew I wanted to know about her collegiate experience prior to TCU, so that is where we started. Ileana told me that she went to University from 2002-2007. She got a degree in telecommunication engineering. She studied at a public university with very strict rules. Ileana said it was in a different city than her hometown, so she lived along during this time. She said it gave her a great experience that taught her responsibility, maturity, and independence.

I told her that my TCU experience has been similar to that. I moved far from home to come to TCU, which is my dream school. Texas is a whole next culture and it took some getting used to, but man do I love it. Even small things like doing your own laundry, making your own appointments, and planning your own schedule help you to realize you are an adult. Being an adult, to me, means exactly what Ileana described: responsibility, maturity, and independence.

We talked about TCU and our favorite and least favorite parts about it.

Ileana loves TCU because it has allowed her to learn English in a special environment. She thinks that students should be more grateful for the privilege their parents have them by being allowed to study at this amazing university.

I told her that I love TCU because it has given me the tools I need to succeed, both academically and socially. I am able to study and manage my responsibilities in a balanced manner, while still maintaining a healthy social life. TCU has the best parts of a large and small university.

Ileana's favorite thing about TCU is all the facilities it has to offer. She works at the REC and loves her job, and loves the other academic and recreational buildings too! I agree, out campus is a beauty.

When I asked her about what she liked least about TCU, she responded that there wasn't anything she disliked. I responded that the only downsides for me were how far away I am from home and the price. She had to agree - that is one hefty price tag.

I have enjoyed getting to know Ileana on a more personal level and can't wait to see her again soon!

Conversation Partner Meeting #3

Today when I met up with Ileana I knew I wanted to learn more about her. The previous two meetings, while enjoyable, had been more casual. Today I wanted to know something concrete about her.

When we met up, I told Ileana about this and she asked if this was going to be like an interview. I said I hoped it wouldn't be, but ensured her she should ask me questions as well.

I wanted to know about Venezuela and her life before TCU.

Ileana told me her hometown is a beautiful, warm place. She remarked several times about the nature surrounding it and beautiful and warm weather. She does not like the cold and hopes there is not another ice-storm this year.

We talked about Florida and how Florida and Venezuela seem similar in weather. Very warm, humid, tropical places. None of this freezing temperatures thing, which we would both like to avoid.

She told me that one of the best parts about home was the people. People are warm and friendly and she was always welcome to any of her friends' houses. She likes the "open-door" policy. I told her that I felt the same way about my friends back home, and she said, "Don't you miss it?"

I do. It's odd going from knowing people your whole lives to coming to a town you've never lived in and being forced to live with people you never met. I was comfortable at home, but that's the thing about college: it's not comfortable. Instead it is powerfully different and a complete 180 from the comforts of home. You do your own laundry and make your own plans.

Ileana and I discussed this at some length. We both miss home, but love Fort Worth.

Then I asked Ileana about her family and things she misses from home.

Ileana has an older brother who lives in Mexico and her parents, while divorced, have a good relationship. They both live in Venezuela.

She misses the food the most from Venezuela.

I told her about my study abroad next semester in Florence and said that I knew I would miss American foods, too.

I get nervous about what else I will miss while abroad too.

TCU, home, food, people I know, comfort.

But that isn't what this time in my life is about. I want to break out of my nine dots and explore the world around me. I have barely scratched the surface of places I want to visit. I have a thirst for learning about cultures different from my own, and it can only be quenched by travel.

I think about Ileana and her experiences and often find myself trying that on for size. Her parents and brother live in different countries than each other and her. How and when do they get together? My little brother is one of the closest people to me. I would not like not seeing him every time I went home.

This opened my eyes to how different and similar Ileana and I are. We both go to TCU, but she is learning English and I am learning Strat Comm. We both have brothers, but mine is at home with my parents. We both will study abroad, me in Florence, her in Texas.

The more time I spend with Ileana, the more I see her in a new and different light. Every time we meet there is a new facet to her which I didn't see before. I hope to learn more about her culture, too.

I wonder what will happen next time?